SANTÉ
MENTALE
(for Kevin Hart)
& looked back,
at the mute open
seamouth(agape, with the ex-
pression of a tired cabaret
singer, denuded by an absence
of applause)the
shorelights re-
cede beyond an unheard-of
precipice: the mast rigid,
the sail folds in upon the scene

THE SEA WALL
AT X
unaccustomed to these
more remote
dialectsyou begin again
to retreat ... into the sanctuary
of immediate & familiar objects:
pale spectre of a lighthouse
its image
below the harbour wall
& summoned here
across some blind gulf of memory
as though you had stepped
down
to each of those shores
waiting,
for the time
when silence would give a mirror
for your nightsea crossing
& all the surfaces would depart

THIRROUL
midnight while the
storm still raged
we climbed a steep hillside above
thirroulskirting the forested clefts
until beneath us we perceived
the inertia of the vast low landmass
the river the valley
the changeling sky reflected on the sea
& north along the scarp-summit even
the lightningeach bolt
a naked tree of blue firestood
quivering & arched about to fall ...
after the rain, the
dark swollen
banks of the illawarra
like a band of fleshthe confluence
palpablea carnal medium, there
between the shoreline & beyond
(the ocean & tidal immanence
of dawn)retreating to absence
while we descend
knowingly to that harbour
as though a vestige of what had passed
could be gathered in its depth, & read

Departure
from X
(for Anna)
how many ways to leave
there, time
across the harbour& frail
light tracing out ... hesitant; then
below the wall a movement
as though you had returned
crying the angelus
to a sea or it breaks upon
these
cold dark stones
& searching the
tide for something
overlooked ... each interval alone passing
out beyond the ships beyond
the glistening impediment of winter rain
as
sleep beckons from a place further off
without painor surveillance

OMITTING
THE WEATHER
approximately, false
eyelashessuch a difficult
cohabitation ... other clues, the almost
ventriloquism
of eyes, "mere window dressing"
luscious as a polaroid ...
& when the snow began to fall that year
it
wasnt so unexpected, the gradual onset
& wearing off like anæsthetic ("its cold," "i
cant
feel anything")hoping for redemptive significance
in
borrowed pseudonyms, a vague
re-enactmentthe erroneous confessions
one kept
poised in antique bedrooms, & restless
homunculi
stooped behind curtains, under sheets
whenever the light outside became
too inspired, intimate, for what had always been
considered
the strangera chorus
of unspeakable words bitten hard between the teeth,
to purchase a few requisites of authorship
past
lives, more than cheap lustremasking
the aggressiveness & banality of
epidermic
contact: the last scene in that drama, when such fictional
personae
as we are lie in the afterglow
of performed sentiments (though they too exist
& are real) & the backdrops fading
against
the fatuous applause of decembers
its becoming harder to make amends,
& only hope
that
next time, in the spring ...
but who would be left, then, to recount it?

THE QUERENT
(for Justin Quinn)
journey by land: autumn,
& from the rail
carriage a line of flight between
the locust trees cuts across vision
& eyes reflected in the window lower
(dusk had reddened
the station yards
& time rusted hulks shimmering
although it is passing the horizontal
grimace of the landscape still portends)
sleepless fingers turn
a playing card face-
upwardsten of spades. outside
the guideposts flicker, say nothing ...
wait for the border
crossing at midnight:
search the eyes of the guard who takes
your passport knowingly in his hands

MADAME DEFARGE
(KNITTING AT THE GUILLOTINE)
when she opened her
legs i was
standing in the doorway
reciting a passage i had learnt by heart
from a book on the french revolution ...
she closed her eyes
& with the fine points of her fingernails
traced the pale
from one side to the
other
whispering over & over their names:
saint-just robespierre saint-just robespierre

ISLANDS
there is no shore that
gathers.
i without ceasing come
from is to will be. i do not
dwell in the hollow of that tide.
i do not pass there
below dusks straitening
eye.
sea-wrecked lips form
broken hemispheres. unexplained.
the wind undresses the waves
caught in white
virtuality
there is no shore.
dark hands
clutch at the tongue.
the stone depth neither speaks
nor denies you. the stone.
the word alone declares itself
in fragmentary arrest
suspended.
everything has been left unfinished.
everything. time like ropes of sand
knotted & loose. knotted. slipping
from hooks of air
there is no shore that
receives
you. i without. ceasing.
there is no shore. in the hollow of
that tide. in the hollow. there is
no shore that receives you